So relationship deprived its making me severely depressed?

I've never been in a relationship or anything close to one, so I can't help you there. I have very few friends and am the shyest person at my school. What might cheer you up is joining a club with some people you may know, even if you barely know them. You will be able to socialize with people and gain some confidence. When people see you are with others, they will see you are likable. If you have a phone that would help. I was really depressed in school. When first semester finished, I joined a club. I knew one person in there. Then I learned my neighbor was in there. After about two weeks I knew practically everyone in there and felt good about myself. If it helps, I joined newspaper. Just try joining something and you'll feel better.